This year has been challenging yet rewarding. I got many lessons to learn. I got dreams shattered. And it hurts the most when I got my heart broken into pieces.
And for the very first time, I learn how to swim professionally. I couldn't even imagine before that swimming has now become a defining factor in my life. Swimming spares me a time to contemplate, to relax, and it truly makes me happy.
Through my academic life, I learn how to enjoy the process. Slowing down myself while also taking chances. At many times I found myself standing in doubt. Yet, I am happy that the old self of mine chose to take those chances rather than to avoid it.
Failures have also shaped me in each parts I am now. I find myself more open to acceptance these days. Trial and error. I can even tell stories about those days as in a third person without any inhibitions.
I am thankful that I am not alone going through those phases. And for family and friends, I have never been more grateful.
Then, to be honest, I am not sure about what I'll be doing next and where I'll be going. However, I am sure that God is always good. Let's face it. Take chances.
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