Because I have a dream

Actually i do envy much for people who already had their own dreams.


Because for me, it's just too confusing to see which is the right path that I should take, or even I am happy enough to see if I can pass any test or exam so I don't have to do it again.
Not much like I want to be bla bla bla, and I will do bla bla bla.
Sometimes, I also want to search my own dream, so that's why I've taken such a potential test, or even major college quiz for many times just to know what I actually want to be! :(
I've prayed for many times to be pointed, to make me realized, but I haven't seen it yet..
So that's why..
Firstly this blog's name actually is "because I have a dream"
but then I realized, do I really have a dream? So I changed it.
Ah SHT, now I am in year 11 which means it only needs one year to think about it, before I graduate, and before I regret it all.


When I asked my friend for an advise, she said what thing do you like? If you found something do you like, then you would find your dream automatically :)
yeah I like many things. That's the problem.


1. I like drawing, creating something nice.
so that's why I want to be an architect, civil engineer, designer.
2. I like doing diplomatic things. 
so that's why I want to join UN, embassy, world organisation, also take the "Ilmu Politik" or "Hubungan Internasional"
3. I want to help people who need other people's help.
Someday I think I want to be like volunteer but for teacher specialist. I will help children who don't have money to continue their education. I want to be someone who can help them!
4. I also want to help this world's environment.
And for this last I'm not really sure about it. But when I joined MUN event in The Hague, there I could know that this world really needs something to prevent the environment problem, such a global warming.
For this case, maybe I will take "Teknik Lingkungan"


Ah yeah just those, but really confusing.
But I do hope as days go by, I could find my dream as it flows :)


N.B: Buat kamu yang udah punya mimpi, jangan menyerah dan terus berusaha sampai kamu mendapatkannya! :D