Because I have a dream

Actually i do envy much for people who already had their own dreams.


Because for me, it's just too confusing to see which is the right path that I should take, or even I am happy enough to see if I can pass any test or exam so I don't have to do it again.
Not much like I want to be bla bla bla, and I will do bla bla bla.
Sometimes, I also want to search my own dream, so that's why I've taken such a potential test, or even major college quiz for many times just to know what I actually want to be! :(
I've prayed for many times to be pointed, to make me realized, but I haven't seen it yet..
So that's why..
Firstly this blog's name actually is "because I have a dream"
but then I realized, do I really have a dream? So I changed it.
Ah SHT, now I am in year 11 which means it only needs one year to think about it, before I graduate, and before I regret it all.


When I asked my friend for an advise, she said what thing do you like? If you found something do you like, then you would find your dream automatically :)
yeah I like many things. That's the problem.


1. I like drawing, creating something nice.
so that's why I want to be an architect, civil engineer, designer.
2. I like doing diplomatic things. 
so that's why I want to join UN, embassy, world organisation, also take the "Ilmu Politik" or "Hubungan Internasional"
3. I want to help people who need other people's help.
Someday I think I want to be like volunteer but for teacher specialist. I will help children who don't have money to continue their education. I want to be someone who can help them!
4. I also want to help this world's environment.
And for this last I'm not really sure about it. But when I joined MUN event in The Hague, there I could know that this world really needs something to prevent the environment problem, such a global warming.
For this case, maybe I will take "Teknik Lingkungan"


Ah yeah just those, but really confusing.
But I do hope as days go by, I could find my dream as it flows :)


N.B: Buat kamu yang udah punya mimpi, jangan menyerah dan terus berusaha sampai kamu mendapatkannya! :D

because

i want to be the one who makes you happy

to be the one who can heal your pain

to be the one you can share your stories with

to be the one who can be your spirit whenever you´re down

to be the one who can catch you whenever you fall

to be the one who is always be there so you´ll never be alone

the one you don´t want to let go..