I know you won't read this since you have no time and my post will be hidden along with other thousands or even millions posts about you... But I think I should post this that I should have moved on from you...
You are my biggest, yet my most beautiful distraction. Argh, geleuh. I know.
Almost times I've spent to know more about you. On one day, I wondered, could I meet you for real? And that dream really came true... You appeared, although meters away, in front of me. If I say your smile was captivated, yes, IT WAS. Oh no, IT IS. Even years will pass, you will always have it. Too sweet. Maybe it can cause the more harmful disease than diabetes.
But to know more about you, I know it is not only about that captivated smile. It will be a never-ending story if I tell about you.
When my best friends tell me I'm freak, I just.... don't really think about it. Yeah I know I am. Even my boyfriend says that too.
Well, then that distraction comes to its top. And I know I'm taking my 7th semester, which means I have to focus to think about that
Do you know what happened to me that day?
I had already submitted almost thousand-word writing as my draft for final paper, and can be proposed for the title of skripsi, but it got rejected.
So it means I have to do it again, back to the start.
It hurts so much... Ketika kamu sudah menemukan bahan penelitian, apa saja yang mau diteliti, yang bahkan menurut kamu itu sudah paling pas, paling mantap; tentang perpaduan antara fonologi, jarak sosial pada latar belakang budaya, dan psikologi yang berbeda pada orang dewasa dan anak-anak, yang terjadi pada jokes teks sumber yang menyebabkan pergeseran makna.....
Ditolak karena.... Teks sumber ternyata bukan bahasa Inggris. HA HA HA.
Stupid me for having done the whole research about the text, but do not even know where the text comes from.
Because my mind was too busy for stalking you, Jongin-a. I wanted the assignment to be done as soon as possible because I want to watch your videos, stalk your photos while it is the most important assignment: "Tugas, Akhir, Yang. Akan. Menuntun. Kamu. Keluar. Dari. Unpad." Tuh kan, I am as crazy as anjing gila.
Remember your dream again, Rin. The dream you have been dreaming since SMP.
"Mimpi kamu menunggu kamu untuk menjemputnya."
Thanks Onin. From you also, I learn about how to give the best for your dream, for everything you love, since I think you work the hardest but never seem too tired. And those dreams will eventually come to you, soon... Iya kan?
Dadah, see you later, and soon..
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((IT IS A SOOO LATE POST ANYWAY, AND I HAVE ORVERCOMED IT! YEAAY! NO MORE TOO FANATIC KAISTAN! WKWK))
