Saturday, 30 April 2011

Someday, it's gonna make sense

I want to know more and more about him. I want to know what things he likes, and things he doesn't. I want to know everything, about him.


I want to be the one who will be worth for him...


But I don't want to force my feeling. Just let the time flows. If he is for me, no matter what he will be back to me.


Hanya Allah yang tahu apa yang terbaik untuk setiap orang :)


"Nothing to worry. Someone is always be for someone who is worth for it. When it's time, he will come"

Sunday, 24 April 2011

My new life

"Be ready to say goodbye, because even it's the bitter one, someday it will bring you out to the another sweet hello"

I am facing a new life again, and my life brings me here. The place I've never thought I would be before,
SMANSA :)


Although, honestly, I firstly hated my dad's decision for coming back to Indo sooner than its due time because I was still enjoying my life there in Holland; living in asrama or enjoying the fresh-air of Spring. 

But then I knew life must go on.


Then I came to this place, "SMANSA"


...

First time I was doing the ceremony on my first day, I just thought like, "so typical of Indonesian school doing on Monday."

But when I heard the song of its school like,


"Keluarga SMA.. Kita kan serukan, SMA Negeri 1 hidup..."


Aww! It was.... epic.


I don't know if it was just me or maybe somebody else also felt that way, but seeing how nationalism or how proud the students of their school, I was like being touched at the very moment.

Haha I don't know what I want to tell actually, but I just try to believe this quote, "Rahasia Allah itu indah.."
We may never know what will happen after one second, two days, and years after... But just believe in that.

I also don't know why I was brought to this school. I don't fancy this school too much, but well... maybe this is the best plan.

Here are some captures of my life in SMANSA:




D'scienza UNO plus some exchange students from Malaysia *tapi belum semuanya ikut :( 









Jadi, bersyukur saja dan selalu nikmati apa yang ada. Yakinlah yang diberikan Allah adalah yang terbaik :)